October 4th, 2005
Resurrection POSTED AT 08:07 AM The weekend after "Martial law" was implemented on the floor me and my bei attented a personality development seminar. This seminar is one of the free stuff that you'll get when you join my side line.*KAYA IF YOUR INTERESTED TEXT NYO LANG AKO 09209073859, MAGANDANG BUSINESS AND YOU WOULD ALSO GROW AS A PERSON!* Going back, the seminar made me realize that whatever it is Im planning or dreaming in the future It would happen not because it is destined to happen but because I WOULD MAKE IT HAPPEN! The seminar gave me hope by dreaming, having a goal, looking forward to a bright future! The seminar literally made us fly too, of course with the help of the other members! => On September 2, friday I logged off early from work, undertime, VTO whatever you would like to call it, because me and my bei, again!, would be watching a concert. This is not just an ordinary concert but a Gary V. concert. we were actually planning to watch this concert since the first time it was advertized because we have not yet seen Gary in a concert and this may be the last concert he would be doin here in Manila, I dont know why I just feel that way. We do not have tickets yet and the only available tickets are the most expensive and the least expensive. eventually we went with the least expensive. We were so far from the stage that we should have brought a binocular or something but it was ok since we could still see and recognize Gary V.'s face and all his guests including Ryan C. The concert was Majestic! We laughed, we cried, we danced, we sang, we shouted for joy! => but the greatest feeling we felt that night was peace. The stress of work, exhaustion from the traffic, noise and pollution of the city life was erased. Somehow with Gary's songs and our excitement of being part of the show refreshed us as if we just got out of a sauna. If in the seminar they made me believe in my self, through this concert, through one specific moment from the concert, it made me believe that nothing is impossible. Gary started to sing one of his christian songs and during the chorus the whole orchestra stopped, Gary stopped but everybody was singing in harmony! I really do not know how to define it but it was one of the most memorable moments of my life. Sabi ko nga, if I die and go to hell i'll bring a lot of good memories with me and whenever I feel very hot, since its hell, this moment would be one of the thoughts that would cool me off. I felt at that moment angels were singing with us, singing one song, in one harmony! I love you Gary! he he! => Through the past month I was also addicted to two things that made me realize not to back out of this problematic world but instead face it and fight back! One of them was the yearly Sportsfest! Yes! it is one of the remaining reasons why Im still here doing the same old shit! Sabi ko dati, I want to resign after the Sportsfest but we did not win the championship so I waited patienly and took a lot more long calls before the next Sportsfest, and now it is here! I may not be the best player of our team nor a good one as well but just being there playing for the team, being trusted by your teammates and officemates, losing some games and winning most of the games together makes me feel like Im a Superstar! It really feels good to know that somehow your life is still worth something and that people do still trust in you! The final four is upcoming so we do need your prayers and support! GO NSI-INPHONIC! => The other addiction I have is PBB for short or Pinoy Big Brother! I know this may sound so corny or, for some, "jologs" but I was able to relate and enjoy the show. Corny na kung corny, jologs na kung jologs but it is already part of my system! For those of you who do not know about it try watching ABSCBN at 9:45 pm, 12:30 am or Channel 23 at 6:30 pm on weekdays and 7:30 pm on weekend. One scene I would not forget and probably helped me with my resurrection is the scene where in Big Brother was talking to Uma about quitting the show because Uma could not smoke. If you ask who Uma is, he is the good looking gay guy with glasses and head band. Big brother asked "Dahil lang sa yosi sosoko ka na?" Uma, shaking and with tears flowing down his cheeks replied "hindi! hindi ako susuko!" I know medyo mababaw ung rason for Uma to possibly quit pero he is a yosi addict and not smoking for a day would kill the shit out of him kaso he did not gave up! No matter how hard, how painful it is for him to give up this thing that he would never give up for the world just did. You may commonly see this kinda hopeful, ideal reaction in movies and soap operas but PBB is not a scripted movie nor a soap opera, it is the real thing caught on cam! There is a lot more where this came from so watch PBB na! Pinoy ako! Pinoy tayo! Ipakita sa mundo, kung ano ang kaya mo! => Lastly, this resurrection would not be possible without first the people who did not stop on tagging here eventhough they would not find anything new. They made me feel that some how I was important. Thank you very much! Im back now! he he he! My family, friends and officemates that has become my friends, to my ever dearest BEI! You guys are the only reason why Im still working here, why I still suck up my complaints and still go through the daily stress of taking calls from idiotic and feeling god customers, why I still wake up everymorning and why Im still writing or typing this! I may be nobody for the world, I may just be an ordinary Customer Service Sales Technical Representative, Average Basketball player and a trying hard writer, singer, musician, photographer and film maker but because of these people, because of the events God made possible, I know that Im special and someday ill find my rightful place in this world! IM STILL HERE! IM STILL HERE! IM STILL HERE! and This is my World! => Reading: My past rants Listening to: John Rzeznik's classic Watching: MTV of Im still here Feeling: thankful 6 Words
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